Verse 1:
Thirty long years of blood sweat and tears
And I got nothing to show
A dirty vagabond living out on the street
And I got nowhere to go
Competition from the junkies pack this dead end street
There aint no running away
On the doorstep of death it’s time to leave this flesh
And I’m wasting away.
Chorus:
I’m leanin’ back on my grave and I’ve forgotten my name
One hand is on the bottle and the rest is the same
Lady luck never looked my way
The bitch never cared about me anyway
If I could get back up Id make em know my name
I’m looking all around but I got no one to blame
It’s the same old story it’s a crying shame
One hand is on the bottle and the rest is the same.
Verse 2:
Thirty long years still here blaming my fears
I’m tired of feeling this way
Lost all hope I tossed it out with the dope
And left it right where it lay
Alive but I aint livin a step away and slipping
Into what I can’t say
A step out of hell or am I there I can’t tell
I might be leaving today.
Chorus:
Verse 3:
Thirty long years fuck all these tears
I’m tired of living this way
I’ve lost all pride stuffed it way down inside
Right where it will stay
Running straight out of time somebody throw me a line
Don’t want to leave here this way
Down and out its time to climb back out
And I aint leavin today